All of Xu Zhiqing's Zhihu answers were public.

It took me four hours to scroll back to his first answer, which was posted one year and eleven months ago.

I couldn't remember what had happened around that time, so I checked his WeChat Moments.

His Moments were always public, and every post was about me.

He had been updating since four years ago, but all the posts were about showing off our love. There was no way to tell what had happened one year and eleven months ago.

Suddenly, I thought—this might not be his real WeChat account. A seed of doubt was planted in my heart.

I tossed and turned all night.

The next morning, Xu Zhiqing was lying on his side next to me, as usual. He kissed my oily forehead good morning.

I should have felt sweet, but the nightmares I'd had all night made it impossible for me to calm down.

I stared at him for a long time before suddenly saying: "Babe, I want to lose weight."

Xu Zhiqing looked as usual. He pinched the fat on my cheek and smiled dotingly: "Did someone say you're fat again? Don't take it to heart. Get up quickly—I bought your favorite fried dough sticks."

I insisted: "I need to lose weight, get down to a normal weight. I'm already twenty-five, old enough to get married. After marriage, I want to have a baby. I'm 100kg now—after getting pregnant, I'll definitely gain more weight, and that could be life-threatening..."

Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Xu Zhiqing's expression darken little by little, so I gradually lowered my voice.

He replied gently: "Okay, then I'll accompany you, baby. Don't forget—your babe is a fitness coach. But you still need to eat breakfast. How about we go to your favorite barbecue restaurant tonight? I'll book a table now."

He had always been like this, loving to reward me.

He would even praise me for trivial things—like if I farted, he'd say "Good job, baby" and then take me out to eat.

He earned at least 30,000 yuan a month, and basically 29,000 yuan of that was spent on me.

Thinking about the answers I'd seen last night... Could it be that I misunderstood him?